What is Love ?

Love is mystery, dark and deep.
It can give nothing good to keep.
Only some scars an plenty of weep
and a reason for an everlasting sleep.

It can wake you in the middle of night
to long you for that beautiful sight.
Helpless you will be alone to fight
to find out that there is no respite.

It can make yours a dreary life
to hurt as if you are cut by knife.
It will be a charming musical fife
along with an unending painful strife.

@loner

What makes you different from others?

What makes you different from others?
Why are you beautiful from the rest?


Tell me when you are old,
Tell me when you feel cold,
When everyone leaves your way,
A shoulder is there to hold.

Watching you many times in dreams,
my eyes and my lashes are tired.
Prayers on lips in a useless hope
Looking for  life which I aspired.

Even if I watch you million times,
the spectacle of you is never enough.
Even if I think about you all times,
forgetting the visage is quite tough

If this is a dream, why my eyes are open?
If this a thought, why I feel your presence?
If you are a painting, why there is demeanor?
If you are fairy, then why there is silence?

Reason for love

Reason for love

"Do you love me?"  "Yes" comes the instant reply. "Tell me why do you love me?” He did not had any answer. This question has been asked perhaps a million times in past by generation of couples. It is one the hardest question he can answer. He knew that he never volunteered to fall in love. You fall in love not because your brain says so , it because your heart drives your emotions. There was a mumble and said "Because of your environment" . This might be one of the stupid answers to this question. "Am I a tree?" She asked. He still did not had any answer. Loving someone doesn't need a reason. If you can explain why you love someone, its not love. It is a simple like. She was looking for something to blow her mind. It didn’t happened. But ask the person who had to answer this question, for which there is no answer.It is like asking someone to describe the taste of water.

Extant Love

Extant Love

They say love leads to God,

but I say there is joy when I seek you.

They say God leads to solace,

but there is love when I reach you .

They say mortals suffer when they love,

but I say there is happiness in the quest.

They say adoration cannot be extant,

but there is exhilaration when expressed.

They say everybody doesn't recognise love

but I say this is law of nature.

They say forget the uncordial,

but this would be a bad gesture.

They say do not pursue the virago ,

but I say my life has no choice.

They say it is a fatuous fable,

but then this is my only rejoice.

@loner

Valentinus Prayer

Valentinus Prayer

Though world emphasize this day as special

I seek valentinus everyday

Though my heart is tired

I seek for her visage everyday

Though cupid seems to be active on this day

I long for her smile everyday

Though your thoughts brings me joy

I long for egress from my adversity everyday

Though memories are all that left

I seek for hope everyday

Though i am long forgotten

I seek Eros's divinity everyday

Though even your thoughts are always elusive

I seek for even a false semblance everyday

Though I am fool by punishing myself

I seek for happiness in this mirage everyday

Though you may think it is maudlin story

I pray for your beatitude everyday

Though i may not seek for salvation

I pray you reach your sun everyday

Oh Lord !

May this Valentinus prayer reaches tinkerbell and sooths her heart and mind

The Eternal Optimist

The Eternal Optimist

He is the eternal optimist

He is the ocean of hope

He is the rising moon of twilight

He is the redeemer of mankind

He is the preacher of peace

He is the source of infinite love

He is a lumen against the darkness

He is Lhamo Thondup

He is Tenzin Gyatso

He is Dalai Lama

Amorous Loch

Oh my dear lotus of the forbidden loch,

Although your waves dont welcome me,

I will ride the wind of hope ,

to watch the blossom till eternity

May the moon show gleam upon her dark paths,

May fortune greets her in every goal

I will be shadow in her journey

to hold her if she stumbles

@loner

Severance

Severance

The memories I have of you cannot be lost or faded

The joy of moments together with you will be cherished

Those memories are mine and will not be severed from my thoughts

I still want to watch you from a distance

Coz your happiness will bring a gleam in my life

Though I know that now your moments are only yours

I didn’t knew life has a paradoxical game

Even if there is anger and hatred on one side

There blooms love and tranquility on the other

Even if life has no meaning there is journey

Even if joy has ceased and hope vanished there is a role

Love has taught a dejected heart to wipe a melancholy life

Love teaches you many good things

But for some unfortunates one

It teaches you in a hard way

They say you have to always move forward in life

But what if the best moments are in past?

Sure you may not know future, but what is wrong in savoring past happiness

@loner

Glimpse in Cold.

Glimpse in Cold. 

It was winter, and at my place, winters are harsh. At an altitude of 3600 meters above sea level in winters even the day temperatures barely cross the freezing point. There is a joke popular there, that goes like that we can easily fool a person who is not from my place into believing that at my place "spit freezes before it hit the ground" in those winter periods.

It is routine there to heat up the engine of a vehicle, else it won’t start. My routine also consisted of taking kerosene stove near our vehicle and our driver use to shove it inside under the engine of our gypsy. Fifteen minutes of flame and only then the gypsy would hum.

The reward for this exercise was driving lessons from Acho (brother), for a kid who has not reached his legal driving age. I could hardly reach for the accelerator and manage to see from the windshield simultaneously. But I wasn’t a bad driver at all. Even on ice, while the rear wheels would skid, I use to manage the vehicle. 

So it was another cold night, but I was looking forward. She was coming for supper with her parents and sister.The presence of her were always a beatitude, but how do I overcome the adrenaline rush, that was always a troublesome issue. My only antidote for that was to enjoy the fascinating smile from a distance.  

It seems she had no idea, that I was espying at her and enjoying the pleasant gleam and glow. She was flipping pages of our old album, but for me it seems the moment has frozen as the pictures in that album. 

But the moment was short lived and after dinner they started to head back home. And there we were outside, waving them goodbye and a good thing happened. Their car didn’t start. :-) It meant another few moments with her. I thanked the God for jamming her car's engine.

So it was decided we push the car. While I was pushing the car, I prayed. Don’t start! But this time my lady luck was sleeping. 

The car didn’t need my push as the engine was running.