What is Love ?

Love is mystery, dark and deep.
It can give nothing good to keep.
Only some scars an plenty of weep
and a reason for an everlasting sleep.

It can wake you in the middle of night
to long you for that beautiful sight.
Helpless you will be alone to fight
to find out that there is no respite.

It can make yours a dreary life
to hurt as if you are cut by knife.
It will be a charming musical fife
along with an unending painful strife.

@loner

Born in February

Born in February

As you ring the bell for today,
I wish your troubles at bay.
Along the stars I wish to convey
a wonderful  happy birth day

Though there is no cake here,
but there is reason to  cheer.
The presents I have for you dear
where should I put is unclear

You told me your birthday I bet
in way so that I can never forget.
When you celebrate at this sunset,
Why I cannot see you is the regret.

There are things that I want to say,
even though you are not along my way.
I would like to remember this day,
when I am gone to other world and away.

Happy Birthday

Go for them

There are always some things worth pursuing, even if you stand no chance of winning them.

What makes you different from others?

What makes you different from others?
Why are you beautiful from the rest?


Tell me when you are old,
Tell me when you feel cold,
When everyone leaves your way,
A shoulder is there to hold.

Watching you many times in dreams,
my eyes and my lashes are tired.
Prayers on lips in a useless hope
Looking for  life which I aspired.

Even if I watch you million times,
the spectacle of you is never enough.
Even if I think about you all times,
forgetting the visage is quite tough

If this is a dream, why my eyes are open?
If this a thought, why I feel your presence?
If you are a painting, why there is demeanor?
If you are fairy, then why there is silence?

A mammoth task

A mammoth task

Trying to erase a thought
seems to be a mammoth task.
Forgetting the sylph would be,
an impossible  thing to ask.


Achy weight cannot be lifted,
when the burden has its vastness.
Looking for a pinch happiness
among a growing heap of sadness.


You may not understand,
How deep is the well?
You never looked at it,
how I mercilessly fell.

Even if the earth and sky
trembles and falls apart.
You my dear will always be
a part  of my broken heart.

@loner

Reason for love

Reason for love

"Do you love me?"  "Yes" comes the instant reply. "Tell me why do you love me?” He did not had any answer. This question has been asked perhaps a million times in past by generation of couples. It is one the hardest question he can answer. He knew that he never volunteered to fall in love. You fall in love not because your brain says so , it because your heart drives your emotions. There was a mumble and said "Because of your environment" . This might be one of the stupid answers to this question. "Am I a tree?" She asked. He still did not had any answer. Loving someone doesn't need a reason. If you can explain why you love someone, its not love. It is a simple like. She was looking for something to blow her mind. It didn’t happened. But ask the person who had to answer this question, for which there is no answer.It is like asking someone to describe the taste of water.

A Buddhist Prayer

Changchub semchog Rinpoche ,Ma ske pa nam ske gyur shig.
Skewa nyam pa met par yang ,Gong ne Gong du phel war shog.

May a compassionate enlightened being be born wherever needed.
Wherever they born, may the number increase leaps and bounds




This is my translation , which I think is the intended meaning of this prayer . Of course this is not the literal translation.

Your Birthday

Your Birthday 

Another day when you were born
The cold valley was adorned

A cherub so graceful and fair
Whimsical in your mothers care
                         
Your birthday is a day of memories
Taking me to the year of nineties

Should I beg for a simple fate?
Even though it is pretty late

19th Day of second month

My obsequies

My obsequies

You meant so much for me,

that there was nothing void.

Your smile with those pigtails

is the most I enjoyed.

You may not have the idea,

that now all my tears has run dry.

I want to live to see you,

but my heart is wants me to die.

It would been better if a grave,

had my heart inside it.

It would been better if the desires

were buried deep inside it.

Even for my obsequies,

you may not participate.

But this soul will wait for,

a wreath with your nameplate.

If you fail

It is good to fail in the begining, it prepares you for the worsts .

If you were here

If you were here,

I would have held you.

How much I love you,

I would have often told you.

If you were here,

problems that you have known

may not have disappeared but

you wont have faced it alone.

If you were here,

life might not be that of princess

but at least you would have felt

the life of a unconditional dearness

If you where here,

you would not know life of fears

nupital vows will remembered

till the waning years

Please rain tonight

There is magic in the rain ,

because it can hide pain,

and even if you cry,

no one can see you die.

God in love

God in love

When for someone love is God,

then devotion becomes religion.

Even without miracles,

there is hope in conviction.

Then when love doesn’t answer,

and when expectations dwindle.

Then He teaches you,

how to solve the riddle.

When your love cannot be sighted

He says "Just close your eyes".

Your heart becomes your vision

you'll see beloved over moonrise

He says "Don't ever lose hope"

love has many forms to reveal

Once you use to skip a beat and

now benevolence is how you feel

The forces of nature you cannot defy.

Even if you don’t survive onslaughts,

you can put a person in prison,

but can never its amorous thoughts.

Your Nocturnal visit

Your Nocturnal visit

I know for sure this visit,

is too nice to be real.

But deep down I pretend then

It is nice to be dual.

How can a dream be so clear?

A visage with a classy earring

Beside the Kirk watching her,

can never be tiring.

When I see the ticking clock

my legs run into a fidget.

I leap for her hand in vain

on this nocturnal visit

I offer my soul to the devil

But there is nothing he can assist

and now I lie awake

with my hands stretched in a fist

Sacrifice Flower

Sacrifice Flower



The crumpled flower lives to breathe.
A forsaken with a wish to wreathe,
and with all the will to bequeath.

The garden is no where to seen
and on sight is the temple of queen.
Limping as it drags towards the unseen.

The route was always wended
and the prayers has never been ended.
It was always difficult not to be faded.

It reaches the altar of deathly divinity
and is lost admiring the profound beauty.
At last it lay burnt making all hopes empty.

Happy birthday

Oh heavenly nymph of the ochre land,

today nothing will stand.

Since this day is thirty one,

so lets welcome it with canon.

The breeze is fluttering prayer flags

with some very nasty drags,

but candles are lit in the archway,

with my wishes of Happy birthday.

Happy New Year 2011

May the New Year bring all the mirth,
to you and your family on this earth.
May the heavenly angels make,
the coming year without any ache.

Happy New Year Twenty Eleven

He still wishes for the cloths of heaven

He still wishes for the cloths of heaven

The dreams have trampled and

The cloths have seared.

The night is cruel and

The heart has been speared.

The joy is lost but

the alley is gleamingly lit.

The wait is excruciating,

as if the arms are slit

He lives to cherish love

and can gladly greet death.

Would she need him, he'll

comeback beyond his last breath.

His smile is missing but

her image is still graven.

The stars are too far but

he still wishes cloths of heaven.

@loner

Extant Love

Extant Love

They say love leads to God,

but I say there is joy when I seek you.

They say God leads to solace,

but there is love when I reach you .

They say mortals suffer when they love,

but I say there is happiness in the quest.

They say adoration cannot be extant,

but there is exhilaration when expressed.

They say everybody doesn't recognise love

but I say this is law of nature.

They say forget the uncordial,

but this would be a bad gesture.

They say do not pursue the virago ,

but I say my life has no choice.

They say it is a fatuous fable,

but then this is my only rejoice.

@loner

A Divine Adjuration

A Divine Adjuration

God please don’t display flight,

when you don’t intend to give wings

God please don’t teach someone to love,

when you don’t intend to make it an amour.

God please don’t breed hunger,

when you don’t wish to provide food

God please don’t give us a problem,

when there is no solution.

God please don’t put us in a squall,

when there is no shelter.

God in the times of black clouds,

at least give hope of sunshine

-Loner